♥ WONDERFUL GIRLFRIEND ♥

Tuesday, September 8, 2009
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I noe its a very long time since i update.. I noe , i noe.. Sorry to those who has been reading my blog but came up with no post in the end.. I was just lazy i guess.. Hmm , its been abt 3mths++ since i last update.. Well , i think this is gonna be long.. Im gonna nag nag nag over here.. Huhu !

First of all , my life have changed fully.. The old me when i was in TWSS has gone into thin air.. Whoosshh away !! Huhu ! Now , with her by my side , i do all things with her.. I changed her , she changed me.. Attitude... Im happy now.. Some things are hard for me to describe..

Maybe this will help.. Here it goes..

The secret of happiness is

finding e gifts in life's

unexpected twists & turns,

turning despair into freedom

& loss into joy..

How does it sound ?? Err , dnnoe.. Huhu ! One thing for sure , i WANT her !! :))

Lets talk about work now.. My midnight supervisor has resigned.. Dunnoe why , mayb wanted to play horse games.. Hahahahhaha !! Now im doing night.. Only 2 bellman runs the night.. I gotta hate telling this.. But its gonna make me feel better.. Doing all the jobs at night , even arrivals.. Fuhh ! Tough for me.. The other colleague of mine just sleeps & sit.. While i , standing all night long doing the job for him.. Nvm , coz i dnt dare to ask him to do anything.. He's my senior , but , what to do.. I gotta take it in my pride.. Forget abt it & just go on with it.. What will you do if u were me ?? Haishx.. I dunnoe.. Its just , mayb , being a junior is not a bad thing i guess.. Hmm.. Smeone turn around the table for me pleassee ? All night gonna be the same..

I dnt mind , as long as im paid.. Good things will come to good end eventually.. Justt hope for the best.. What else ?? Meeting my ex schoolmate lately ?

Ahah ! Went out to breakfast at Newton.. With Bat , Hakim , Amir , Hidayu ,Wanie & Susan.. Sure have alot of fun.. I miss school days actually.. BUT im fortunate to met with her & carry on with things.. I think thats it.. I dnt noe what to write anymore..

One last thing..

I love Nur Iffah always & forever.. Im taking care of you till i die..

:))

Mwaaaaahss !

3 words , 8 letters , 1 meaning . I LOVE YOU <3

11:14 AM

Thursday, July 30, 2009
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Well just met Dear before she starts work & before im goin home.. This gonna be a short one.. I apologised to her.. & im glad that everthings okay.. Now im goin home now ! Meeting her after she finishes work at 3.. Chiow !

3 words , 8 letters , 1 meaning . I LOVE YOU <3

4:13 PM

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I dnt noe what happened yesterday before you went to sleep.. Its my fault.. I just cant let you be the one to take the blame.. Yesterday when you wanted to sleep , the msg that you left me is not the usual one.. I dnt noe why you txt me that.. & when i tell you abt FB , i dnt expect that word.. Yes its not wrong in saying it but its gonna hurt.. Its like you dnt even care.. Arghhh !! Negative thinking again.. I just cant stop it.. Erm , i dnt noe.. I dont want to think any further... It just wnt let me go or even go to sleep.. From the start of my work till now.. I just cant stop thinking of you & all sorts of things.. Things as in negative things !! Why ? Coz i love you soooo much that i dnt even noe how to express.. & the fear of losing you.. My mind running wild now.. Haishx.. What can i do to make it go away ?? You are sleeping now while i ? Argghhh , forget it.. I dnt wanna spoil your mood today... Just enjoy your celebration.. Im not gonna spoil your day oryte ? Everything i will keep just inside this small heart of mine.. I love youu sooo much Dear ! How i wished that you noe how i feel really.. Till here..

Dnt get angry while reading this Dear.. I cant express it out through msg , but this blog will do.. Thats all i wanted to say.. I bet theres' gonna be much suprises waiting for you later tonight.. Enjoy !

Loveyou always !! Mwaaahhs !

Love,

Razi

3 words , 8 letters , 1 meaning . I LOVE YOU <3

12:50 PM

Wednesday, July 29, 2009
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Hey ! Lets start this blogging thingy again.. Gaa ! This post is just random.. Today went to meet Dear early coz she's working 10-6 today.. When she works , i sleep.. Hahahaha ! Then at 6.30 met her at starbucks & sit around.. Walk around Marina Square.. Wanted to watch movie but all the shows starts at 9plus.. So kirim salam sua laa.. Haha ! Then walk around again & eat Swensen.. We spent abt 10mins for deciding where to eat.. Hahahahahaha ! She asked me , then i asked her again.. Tolak ansur org kate.. Hahaha ! Finally decide to eat at Swensen.. Hahaha !! After that sit around Marina Square.. Talk to her , joke around with her.. I just love to be by her side.. I wished it was the whole day but too bad it will be for awhile.. Nvm , i cherished evry moment that i spent time with her.. She's waiting for her countdown as to celebrate her birthday with a few colleagus at work.. Going club & i guess i will sleep at home the fetch her when she wants to go home.. Hmm , what else ? Ohh ya ! One thing i wanna share abt.. But first this pics are all taken by me when i met her this morning.. CANDID !! :)) Enjoy !

Continue story........

Below , is the picture of her hand & mine.. I bought for her a ring for her birthday & our Anni.. We went 'shopping' when i met her & then i told her that i wanted to buy her a ring but i dnt noe her fingers' size.. So i brought her to Goldheart store & see which ring she likes.. Then she asked me to choose.. I chose for her & im glad that she love it.. A diamond 10 pieces of diamond which weigh 0.19.. The price ? Find it yourself.. Buying something for your love ones doesnt need to think of the price.. Its the thought that counts.. Okayyyy ?? Ermm , what else can i say ?

The diamond ring.. :)

To you Dear :

Let me say it here..

The reason i asked you what will i do if i lose is because

Im afraid of losing you..

The age of mine now doesnt mean im not serious abt our r/s..

Im totally serious ,

& sincere..

Im different from the others..

Now , i would like to say that you are

Irreplacable...

I loveyou always Dear ! :))

Yours sincerely ,

Razii..

3 words , 8 letters , 1 meaning . I LOVE YOU <3

10:28 AM

Monday, July 27, 2009
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Well HELLO !!

Just came back from my holiday with Dear.. See the pics below , & they'll do the talking.. :))

ENJOY FOLKS ! :))

On the Ferry to Nongsa..

Otw to the resort.. Pickup transfer to resort..

At the reception counter..

A birthday cake specially for her..

I sabo her ! Wakaka !

Wordings that stated , ' Happy 21st Birthday Dearest ! ilyvm !'

At the Bridge..

Otw to the POOL !

At the POOL ! &.......

THE POOL BAR !!!!

WOOO !!

Okay ! Let me summarise this.. First day.. Check in & relax inside the room.. All the mosquitoes & cicak all around.. I cant sit still but go around the room killing it all.. Wakakaka !! Then later in the afternoon , went swimming.. Woohoo !! There is a pool bar.. Baik kape ?? That was the second day we ordered a cocktail liquor for both of us.. Gaa !! Drink & swim.. Huhu ! After that went bck to the room & stayed inside the whole night.. Hahaha !! At night , the cake arrived to give a suprise to DEAR !! She was shocked & stared at me.. Bcoz she dont noe that i ordered a cake for her.. Hahahaha !! Suprise Dear !! :)) Blablabla... Second day.. Went to reception & booked 2 pax to go to their pasar malam event.. I swear when we go out of the room it was so F dark !! Hahahaha !! But nvm , not scared.. Huhu ! After book it , we went to the pool & the pool bar to ordered our liquir cocktail.. Fuhh !! Menusuk kalbu beb ! Gagaa !! It was only cheap man.. Haha ! After that went bsk to the room & rest for awhile.. At 7pm went out to the event.. Over there , i dedicate a birthday song to her & gave her a rose shell.. Tkde bunge btol , bentuk rose shell pon jadilaa.. Hahaha !! End of second day.. Third day u noe what we do ?????? BALIK LAAAAAA !! Ape lagi kan.. Hahaha !! What a nice summary this is.. Hahahahaha !! Thanx for reading !! Till here ! Meet again yaw !

Last but not least...

I love Nur Iffah always !

Missher always !

Mwaaaahss !!

3 words , 8 letters , 1 meaning . I LOVE YOU <3

12:17 PM

Monday, July 20, 2009
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3 more days & im off from S'pore !! Weehooooooooooooooooo !!! Will be going to Turi Beach Resort in Batam.. Gaa !! Im gonna snap alot of pics over there.. Another word , camwhore ! Hahaha !! What more do you expect in S'pore ?? All nothing.. Places of interest is all for tourist.. & sentosa ? Hmm , still in S'pore ryte ? So no good for me.. Hahaha ! Better off in another country & spent my money there.. Worthwhile also !! So , save up money & travel.. Hahaha ! :))

Im obsessed with a girl by the name of ,

Nur Iffah ! :))

Love you soooo much !!

Mwaaaahss !

3 words , 8 letters , 1 meaning . I LOVE YOU <3

8:18 AM

Saturday, July 18, 2009
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Well , been lazy to update blog.. Huhu ! Now on the phone with Dear.. Miss her soo much ! Actually yesterday & today met her.. But unfortunately , yesterday meeting her was , ermm , i dnt wish to talk about it.. One thing for sure , im not letting her go.. & neva will i make her cry again.. Unless , she make me angry.. Arghhh !! Forget about it.. Dnt wish to talk either.. What more can i say ? Ermm , went to meet her just now.. Go mkn at macdonald.. She ate , but not me.. I aate a little.. Aiyoo , she bully me.. :(( Huhu ! No laa , just joking.. Im dnt want to eat at that time.. Dnt noe why either.. Now at work , doin nothing.. Just waiting for time to reach 2am.. Haha !! & zaapppppp , go home time.. Cant wait to talk to Dear when i reached home.. Not to forget cant wait for the 24th.. Hahahahahahahahahaha !! Public dnt noe.. Gaa !! Well , thats i now..

I love Nur Iffah very much !! & always !!

Missher soooo much too !

*BIGHUG*

Mwaaaaaaaaaaahhhs !!

3 words , 8 letters , 1 meaning . I LOVE YOU <3

10:05 AM